Things that make you sad/mad!
This is a place to come and rant, rave, and epxress all the things that are making you sad, mad, or anything in between. Right now... it's the fact that no matter what I do, or how hard I try... it's never good enough for her...

I wish that I could split myself into like 5 people at once. I get so sick of everyone want me to be around and wanting something from me all at the same time... and the person I have plans with first is who I go with... and the others get mad! GET OVER IT!!!! MY LIFE DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU!!!!

edited: *cries* The fact that no matter how bad you want something... it just doesn't seem to work out. Sometimes you can want something sooo bad... with all your heart and soul... but it just doesn't seem that wanting it is enough... My heart and soul are devestated right now... and I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I know what I want... but I just have a feeling that it can't and won't happen. I hope that that things just take a couple days to cool down... think thru... and work things out... because if not I don't know what I'll do. I won't be able to live like this...

Screw that! I'm sick of feeling like this... Last... used... insignificant... unappreciated. It effing sucks. I give up.